I am turning 16 on Sunday!!! I feel so old! xD I'm officially older AND taller than Ed, now. That depresses me... :[. Well, half depresses me. xD

And I'm annoyed. Apparently, since I'm turning 16, everyone thinks it's okay to suddenly get all up in my face and be like, "DATEMERAWR!!!" And I'm sitting here, trying to hide under my books and inders, fighting off little piercing hearts. It's a terrifying experience >.<

Like, we have this dance called the Yule Ball (Apparently it has something to do with Harry Potter... Yeah, Idk either xD) and I was happily sitting in my desk in nglish today, and my teacher came over to me and handed me this little jar with hearts on it, filled with Goldfish. The first thing I said was, "Oh, thanks, Mr. Williams!! It's an early Birthday Present!" I take it and he just smiles and walks away, handing another girl this brightly wrapped present. I looked at the card attached to the jar, which read;

"Of all the fishies in the sea, I want you to go to the ball with me! (Unscramble the letters)"

Upon reading such a horrendous message thrust the jar across my desk in shock, embarassment, and slight disgust.
"WHAT?! I did NOT just get asked to the ball!!!!" I could totally feel my face turn, like, bright BRIGHT red, and dropped my head to the desk. Of course everyone laughed, simply adding to my embarassment,and I suffered through that class, lol. I found out who asked me at lunch, and wigged out upon finding that it was this guy that doesn't understand the meaning of 'ersonal Bubble.' As soon as I befriended him he began to stand closer and closer to me, becoming more attached to me. Of course, when boys do that to me, I automatically try pushing them away so they don't touch my heart xD

It would've been fine if he got the hint, but he NEVER DID. Like, when he stood RIGHT NEXT TO ME, as in TOUCHING SHOULDERS, I would push him away and he would merely laugh. Then when I spelled it out and told him he was in my bubble, he totally ignored me!! TWICE!!! GRR FREAKING URGH!! And, like, yesterday-- YESTERDAY, I kid you not-- my friends were trying to find me someone to go with to the dance, and one of them said, "RUSSELL!! Come ask Margaret!!" I freaked out and he came over, grinning stupidly. I looked at him in slight annoyance and said out, plainly, TO HIS FACE, "I can't date you, Russell. I only see you as a friend, and I can't date friends!"

So what does he do? He asks me to the dance today. Wtc. I went through the rest of the day totally stressed and annoyed and emotionally unstable until Physics, my last period, came upon me. He was there, of course. After the class was over, he confronted me, and I promptly blurted out, since I have no control over my mouth, "I can't go with you, I'm sorry!! I'm too immature for dating and dances!!" He laughed. Of course. I'm such a clown. xD

I hate being nice. Because I felt bad for rejecting him, I gave him a hug and ran away. I fear for my life now. Perhaps he thinks such an 'affectionate' gesture on my behalf will mean he has a chance in the future. He doesn't. I don't like him that way. I sorta did, but his personality doesn't match mine at all. I need a big tough buff viking, and he's a scrawny, short, uberly freckled child that doesn't hold my attention at all except to avoid his bubble poppingness. That may sound mean, but that's the hard truth that I'll eventually have to tell him if he doesn't back off. Anyway.

I'm 16, I have my permit, AND I MISSED THE DEADLINE TO TAKE SUMMER DRIVERS ED!!!! I'M SO MAD!!! ESPECIALLY SINCE THEY DON'T HAVE IT AT MY SCHOOL!!! *sobs* So dating is out, and I can't have my drivers license until next summer... So the only I can really celebrate my 16th birthday for is the fact that I'm still a V.L! Sweet 16, babe! xD I'm excited. AND IT'S SUPPOSED TO SNOW HERE IN UTAH ON THE 6TH, MY BIRTHDAY!!!! OMG, I'M SO EXCITED RAWR!!!!!! xD

Yeah. Freaking long thingymabob. I feel complete now. I suppose I can leave this for a few months now xD

Ugh.. No comment. XD

1.) Make 100 art entries, each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit, so have fun!

3.) The main picture should be drawn by you, or involve photos taken by you for the purpose of this challenge. No old art! It should all be newly made!

4.) Pics should be your own. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the DA etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

5.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

6.) Make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

7.) In the title/info for your artwork, note if it is part of the list and what one theme it is.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Rot
6. Break
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Breathe - Done
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Spit
17. Blood
18. Under
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. War
22. Mother
23. Distasteful
24. Want
25. Lurking
26. Europe
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Urban
30. Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Wrath
34. Moon
35. Walk
36. Precious
37. See
38. Abandoned
39. Dream
40. 4:29 PM
41. Citric Acid
42. Still
43. Die
44. Two Roads
45. Two Guns
46. Drop
47. Dirt
48. Young
49. Preservatives
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Old
53. Desecrate
54. Tower
55. Need
56. Biohazard
57. Sacrificial
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out - done
60. Desert
61. Fairy Tale
62. Voodoo
63. Do Not Disturb
64. City
65. Horrific
66. Snow
67. Drum
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mislead
73. I. Can't.
74. Confrontation
75. Mirror
76. Broken
77. Testament
78. Drink
79. Balk
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. +
83. Heal
84. Cold
85. Sick
86. Seeing Red
87. Hunger
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drown
92. Rape
93. Iron
94. Soft
95. Advertisement
96. Storm
97. Safety
98. Puzzle
99. Alone
100. Gone

I think that being sick leads to boredom, which leads to sitting here, updating my journal, and eating cough drops. Btw, they're the SAMe cough drops as my last journal write up. Crazy random happenstance? Yeah. That's what I thought, too. Hahahaha, annnyywayyy.

Wow. 10th grade. I don't feel old, but I don't feel young anymore. High school... is so drmamtic. I'm not even kidding. Holy happy hannah on a cloud. PEOPLE ARE SO ANNOYING!!! But I love them anyway. I have nothing more to say, really... OH! I've been watching Dr. Who as of late. O.M.Goodness. I love that show. DON'T GO ON ANY RANTS!!! *Looks at Gina* XD And yeah. That's pretty much it. You can stop reading now. Hahaha. Okay. Bye. XD


OMG, FIREFLIES IS SUCH AN AMAZING SONG BY OWL CITY!!! OMG!!!! And so is Welcome Home by Coheed and Cambria!! Bahahahahaaaa. I WANT TO SEE 9!!! Such an amazing looking movie. <3

So. What do you do when you're sick and inspiration to draw comes only when you're at a friends house, sitting on their couch during a sleepover and you aren't interested in what's playing on the radio as everyone else sings along?

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You grab a bag of cough drops, sit your butt down, go to onemanga.com, and read a buttload of manga. That's what you do.



XD XD XD

You know what? I was just looking at all my art and thinking, 'Huh... Did I really draw that??' Because RECENTLY all of my art has SUCKED!! I can't draw anything GOOD!! And I'm DYING!!

Besides that... I just got home from Girls Camp, and then the week after that Youth Conference, and then after that my internet has been really LAME, so this is the first time in FOREVER that I've been able to get on.

... On a lighter note... How's life, ya'll?

PS::: WALLE IS THE CUTEST MOVIE EVER!!!! OMGEEEEEE!!!!! *melts from overload of cuteness*